Ever feel lost? Ever ask yourself “What am I doing”? Or, “Why am I doing this or that”?
Do you ever feel uncertain or anxious about your future?
I’ve been feeling this way for like the past week. Week and a half, maybe.
This morning, I started to work on a gang of new posts and publish them per usual but, I just…didn’t really feel like it.
I’ve been feeling increasingly…just lost and “blah” about a lot of things and yet, very anxious about what to do next. Specifically with my “Pro-blogging” goals these past couple months. I’ve been losing interest, feeling like giving up but, I don’t want to quit.
Honestly, I’ve been feeling a little bit lost in life too. Out of nowhere, I’ve found myself worrying about the future and feeling uncomfortably uncertain. The latter at times making me feel physically weak and light-headed.
I’ll be 32 soon. Is this a midlife crisis? Can you have a midlife crisis in your thirties?
Whatever it is, it sucks!
Wanna know just how lost I am?
Well…I went to the library to find a comfy seat amongst the stacks & unwind but, all the good cushiony seats were taken. All that was left were table seats out in the open floor. So, I sit down on a hard chair, open my notebook and, for some reason I look up. First thing I see is a DVD that says “LOST“.
I’m so friggin’ lost, the “library gods” sent me a message! Lol I couldn’t help but to smile at that and receive it as confirmation. Like…Yep, I’m totally lost. Thanks!
I’ve been trying to take it easy. Praying. Talking to a couple of people in my life who know my goals, love and support me. Crying. Cutting back where I can and reevaluating my goals. And, laying off the really strong coffee for decaf and herbal teas (I read somewhere that high amounts of caffeine can increase anxiety), boo! I’m such a coffee-lover, I’m not sure if not drinking coffee is helping or making me sadder.
What do you do when you feel lost?